I mourn, not for myself,
Not for the mistake I made
But for the grave error of going in feet first
I mourn for the humanity and my trying to see the best in you
I mourn for believing in you
I mourn for all the failed opportunities to step up
The missed chances to show me that I didn't make a mistake in choosing you
I mourn for I can see the inevitable end
And yet we barely begun
I mourn for the partner I had hoped I would have
For he does not exist. Perhaps only in my mind, where I conjured him. Not in the reality I live every single day, every single moment.
So it goes! So it goes!
